What goes around comes around.

Wishlist

2012-01-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

Today marks my life on what I really want and what i really hate. The whole day today, i've written down a list of things I wanted for my birthday but right now what I really is freedom. Like how things were before intern-ship and the amount of time I used to have but not able to cherish it and wasting those time when I could use those precious time to do something better. What i really hate officially would be the word "Rousing" I've never hated this word till today due to some work in the office, It's so bad that i want to punch an item. It's just another 40 days, please let it end asap...

2011-12-24T00:50:00.006+08:00

I haven't been blogging for quite sometime and i really want to take this opportunity to share about the recent event, company's Dinner and Dance. It's the first time that i attend a D&D and tbh, i really enjoyed myself. How many people out there actually enjoys their internship? I suppose only 1/10 actually enjoys it and i'm proud to be that 1. I fail, i learn. I fall, i stand again. I'm not the best but i'm ready to learn and i'm glad these are the people that i'm working with who picks me up when i fail. Here's a few pictures i wanna share with you guys (That is if anyone is even reading).

2011-10-09T23:54:00.003+08:00

It's been a week since i've started my internship. Truthfully speaking, i'm loving this job, but at times it just gets me all stressed up with the pile of work that's suppose to be done. Multiples of OT on the first week and finally weekends for me to relax and spend time with my love ones. At the same time, i'm using my internship period to give myself a break from everything and just focus on work. As times goes by, work really helps me to forget those unhappy things. (:

Is that the end

2011-09-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

Where's the smile i used to have?

Think i just dropped something

2011-09-23T19:32:00.002+08:00

Yes i dropped something yesterday...my face, pride, dignity and my phone! my whole 19 years i've never felt so embarrassing in the public. I can't say it's his fault that started the fight, more like it's the both of us that made things worst. Tbh, i really don't know how to handle this relationship anymore. I'm so confused by what's going on and because of the incident, i felt as if i've lost everything. How or what can i do in order to get back the things i used to have?

I need a break from the world.

What's relationship

2011-09-18T15:21:00.001+08:00

Would Life be better for you and I when we're away from each other? I'm tired of everything. From crying to quarreling and every single thing! But what would life be without you around?

Speak now

2011-09-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

I find it so hard to speak out , all because I've got no guts to do it. Tbh, I'm actually a coward when comes to speaking out loud. I'm so afraid what I say might scare the people off or worst comes to worst they might judge me after. I have an alternative way to voice out, blogging? Am still a coward even when comes to blogging my thoughts. I feel that I'm lack of security, I DON'T feel safe AT ALL! If I am being granted for a wish, I would wish for security and that will satisfy me.

Eons ago

2011-09-04T23:49:00.005+08:00

I'm glad i've got you.

Time machine

2011-09-03T23:26:00.004+08:00

I wish and i wish, a time machine to be created in this world.

Slightly Introvert

2011-09-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

At times, i really need time alone. Yes, being alone is my greatest fear but at some point of my life, being alone seems to be only way to keep myself calm and get my thoughts back together. It's not that i can't speak to anyone about what i'm thinking and all, it's just hard for me to voice my true-thoughts out. Sometimes, i just wish that someone understands how i really feel and not judge me.

I'm back.

2011-08-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back for blogging after a year.